Blessing in Disguise?

Sigh... Maybe it is a blessing in disguise...

I've always believed things happen for a reason and it is God's will that things turn out the way it does. Maybe God has better things in store for me? *Hope & pray with fingers crossed*

Hmmm.... I see undeserving people living the good life, flaunting it and showing off. I can't help but think why are these people having a ball and getting things their way when they obviously don't deserve it??? I know I shouldn't think this way. Shouldn't be negative towards others and myself...

The little voice that tells me this is just a stage, it'll pass and in no time, I'll bounce back to wherever I desire to be, is getting smaller and smaller, til I don't think I can hear it anymore.

I'd like to believe God is fair. So, I won't give up hope. I will work hard towards what I want. And I believe this stage will pass very very soon and I will be living my life how I want it to be and everything will be back to normal. Happy, happy normal...